My only love comes from my true hate
This holy shrine, the gentle fine is this:
My lips, two blushing pilgrims, ready stand
To smooth that rough touch with a tender kiss
Good pilgrim, you do wrong your hand too much,
Which mannerly devotion shows in this;
For saints have hands that pilgrims' hands do touch,
And palm to palm is holy palmers' kiss
cuz its all
Have not saints lips, and holy palmers too?
Ay, pilgrim, lips that they must use in prayer
O, then, dear saint, let lips do what hands do;
They pray, grant thou, lest faith turn to despair.
Saints do not move, though grant for prayers' sake
Then move not, while my prayer's effect I take.
Thus from my lips, by yours, my sin is purged
Then have my lips the sin that they have took
Sin from thy lips? O trespass sweetly urged!
Give me my sin again.
You kiss by the book
수요일, 11월 21, 2007
Found a ex-classmate blog.
Reflected about myself.
She appeared in a magazine, i felt she's a bitch
she scolded me a lot of times for different events before.
she was the diamond in teacher's eye. I was just a reserve helping my teacher handle attendance, radio, mingling with the lower sec. I didn't tell her the lower sec didn't like her.
she's a model now. i felt she didn't have the prospect, but who was i to judge her?
i hate her in fact. From my sec1 days to sec4 days.when i entered, i met her.
On the last day of school during sec 4, i wished i won have to see her again anymore. A fucked up bitch i alway say.
She was not like the other bitches. she is beyond that.She was alway with the all so talented group along side with the other president. i tried hard but alway didn't get in. I did the umbrellas for them for the dance along side with my other juniors. to have it destroyed by them
She made decisions.
I was ashamed of myself. Lack of confidence.
I made a decision to come to poly, she went to lasalle
I pray for the day that i won meet them any more. I wanted to start a new life again.
Poly was a place for me to change be a new person.
So i started to become crazy,build a confidant barrier, happy,cheerful
I wasn't like any typical girl that does magic with make up.
But i had to no choice to take note of my weaknesses.
i was worried people won't accept me because i was from dance. Dance to people is weak.
Never told them before.
cos my experience there were terrible and sad.
tada,people will never change in my perspective.i hate you.for everything you done to humilate me in my secondary school days.
`iRained
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