dreams^^

2007-11-21T01:02:00.000+08:00

Found a ex-classmate blog.
Reflected about myself.
She appeared in a magazine, i felt she's a bitch
she scolded me a lot of times for different events before.
she was the diamond in teacher's eye. I was just a reserve helping my teacher handle attendance, radio, mingling with the lower sec. I didn't tell her the lower sec didn't like her.

she's a model now. i felt she didn't have the prospect, but who was i to judge her?
i hate her in fact. From my sec1 days to sec4 days.when i entered, i met her.
On the last day of school during sec 4, i wished i won have to see her again anymore. A fucked up bitch i alway say.
She was not like the other bitches. she is beyond that.She was alway with the all so talented group along side with the other president. i tried hard but alway didn't get in. I did the umbrellas for them for the dance along side with my other juniors. to have it destroyed by them
She made decisions.
I was ashamed of myself. Lack of confidence.
I made a decision to come to poly, she went to lasalle
I pray for the day that i won meet them any more. I wanted to start a new life again.
Poly was a place for me to change be a new person.
So i started to become crazy,build a confidant barrier, happy,cheerful
I wasn't like any typical girl that does magic with make up.
But i had to no choice to take note of my weaknesses.
i was worried people won't accept me because i was from dance. Dance to people is weak.
Never told them before.
cos my experience there were terrible and sad.

tada,people will never change in my perspective.i hate you.for everything you done to humilate me in my secondary school days.

2007-10-09T21:07:00.000+08:00

UNPROFESSIONAL WAY

PROFESSIONAL WAY OF PUTTING SUGAR

PICTURES taken during work LOL!!!

2007-10-05T12:24:00.000+08:00

haizzzz. I think I have given up on all the western teenagers resturants,but there is still one i don't wan to give up on SUPERFAMOUS. I heard they are famous for burgers?(Beef burgers?) Didn;t dare to go kushinbo as i was worried that i might get rashes for my beef day.

LOl. Apple's dad got infected by ticks, i think in short is for scabies. some skin problem cos his dad went to carry some new born cats. causing ticks to be on his body. Now i think spread to the whole family, but i believed they has sort of sanitized the whole place with dettol.

I think they feel better today already.

Saw a mail, it was kinda of true

Is your birthday day 4 of the month? (Apple)

Your Life

You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful and friendly.

Your Love

Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.

Is your birthday day 12 of the month?(ME!!!)

Your Life

You are friendly, humorous and full of energy. You are open-minded and do not care for minor details. Your weak point is your hot temper.

Your Love

You are willing to start off in one-sided love affairs because you strongly believe that you will eventually win his/her heart. On the other hand, once you are together, you always want to do things your way, which is often the fire starter. You usually run in and out of love quickly

My weak point is my temper, do things my way or else i will be very fed up.

Yesterday was his birthday (APPPLE). Send my present to him, a belt symbolically means tie him to me forever. He wasn't really happy, shall save up and buy another item for him soon enough. Went to amk hub cos some of the humji kia don wan go suntec drink soup such a wet blanket don need say. WHO WAS THERE@ Hee seng, Jian yu(3D),Muach chee.

I spend $4 on a arcade trip ate nuggets at neobians, there spend $10 for popcorns,breaded sausages (YUMMY) MUST BUY FOR THIS ONE if go cathay.

We watched Balls of fury, was laughing like hell.

Those who have studied history on world war 2 might see this photo very familiar. A political cartoon.

This political cartoon is from america, Dr Seuss. A famous cartoon drawer. I used to decipher this type of cartoons back in my secondary school days.This particular one is about the appeasement that was happening. At that point of time, Axis was gaining power, till america was involved in the war.

Looking back at this, i realise that cartoons alway got a symbolic reasons. I suggest many people to look at the cartoons that are being drawn on strait times on saturday or sunday. Myanmar cartoons. Military government -democracy goverment.

Anyway gtg. see you guys next tim e

2007-10-03T22:17:00.000+08:00

My photo damn kns. GOT FORCED TO TAKE!!!!

TODAY WENT TO NEW YORK NEW YORK! CANNOT MAKE IT!!!!

Before going in, looks very happy. Cos of candy floss. Used apple's pda to take photo lol!!!!

ROOT BEER FLOAT!!!

Calamari= too oily

Apple's fish and chips= too oily again

k shall blog next time LOL BYE BYE

2007-10-03T01:46:00.000+08:00

Just got off from work. Bath already, finish all my stuff. Got a chance to go to the meeting rooms, got a chance to know how setting up its like, got a chance to see how they actually fold the napkins, got a chance to see those Americans/British walking around in bikinis, a chance to walk at snapper. ALL I CAN SAY TODAY IS GREAT FUN! Different from what i really did.

Firstly, i got a chance to irritate a person, a person nobody dare irritate hehe. IT IS MAX! FUNNY RIGHT. some tall guy that like to irritate my friends .Irritated him back by sending him back to the washing area with lots of wine glasses. Irriated Thian also, doing the usual~

Might need to return to training soon, to recieve my belt colour. haha should be a blue gold nothing changes. When school reopen, need to start practicing. last work for me also ehhehehe!

I PROMISE MYSELF that i will try to get straight Bs for my first common test this upcoming sem!OR else i will never reward myself with a new phone!

I love you apple~I alway miss you~~~

2007-09-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOORZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzz
Seriously saying anybody miss me!!!!!! I know i have disaappppeared for weeks already.
YESH. Last night was a very very expensive dinner. One table 3k+++. 6 course. damn hot the plates. Service need to be up to that type of standard. BUT I SURVIVED FOOD SERVING. Thanks to my group members. You are the best there man! Helping me do the stuff. I guess that wedding got around 1 M? But not sure, should be more. Bride is so pretty. Thinks that she's wearing a vera wang dress. Guy = hugo boss.

Earned a bit again. Missing you! Hope to seee you sooon! Apple~~~~Chunsen~~~~~I love you~~~~Happy working~~~~

Yesterday was nicole's birthday, went over to her place to stay overnight. Slept only at 6.45 a.m. xian still can talk to me. But i cannot make it till 9 so slept till 9 a.m. Left did my braces, very painful.3 MORE MONTHS. I WILL BE METAL-LESS!! Take my time!

2007-09-22T12:28:00.000+08:00

hey ladies and gentlemens~
lets talk about the day before today~
Did work! Met lots of wonderful ladies, vibrant and young and full of excitment. We had a jin san sun in our team. Didn't do much last night cos i wasn't too sure on wat to do.Food serving = too heavy for me. water jar= don know how to pour water for the customer= too heavy. So i did the clearing =C. Clearing very suckssss. Most of them eat very very slow. Then expect us to clear in within one min. Reminder= 12 customer to a table. My hand = 2 plates only.Soup = lobster bisque!!!(i think its spelled this way) . Wonderful smell of it! Appetizer crab meat green colour de worZ. Small portion 1 com. Main course = fillet fish omg smells so nice. Lastly last one! Dessert= Strawberry curstard!(spelled this way?) Many of them never eat strawberry custard. Damn sad! Looks so nice but done ate much. Damn wasted. The event last night was the Singapore Media awards. Two Friends of mine was serving the VIP table~ Lucky ME i was serving DENTSU and Moove Media and Times. I just went around . Hope i get to learn more today regarding how to serve so i won get wasted in this event. It wasn;t as tiring as buffet. Buffet= take water move around. Dinner = stand longer only but nothing on your hands.Earned abit only last night $36!!!! But its okay la~~ I was just going to spend the money on somebody's present.
Anyway Nicole Happy Birthday. Sorry i can't make it today, I fell sick today and got to go to work. Maybe i will drop by and visit your mother sometime soon when i don have work~~~~~~~~~
Missing you in progess~You should know who~

2007-09-19T23:35:00.000+08:00

WOOOT! Attended Regina And Rebecca (Twins) BIRTHDAY! I JUST SIMPLY LOVE THEM for being my best friends! ABLE TO COMPLAIN TO THEM HOW FAT I WAS! Life simply just sucks. Wasn;t able to attend aikido this few weeks. Its either work falls on that day or being sick. I AM SICK alway during holiday. REASON: DUE TO TOO MUCH GAMING.

Just to inform all of you, i am currently working at Ritz-Carlton Hotel as a banquet waitress. Life's not easy being a waitress. Got to handle customers all those. Banquet consist quite a few types of events Buffet, dinner, outdoor event. When i work, i will hurt my back, then it will be super painful of the next few days. Meaning i had to restrain from using the computer too much! BUT when i am having leave, my poor apple will be having his work. When i am working, he is having his leave. What the hell right.

First of all saw my results, as usual terrible. But improved. From 4C - 3C- 2C+ So this upcoming sem Aiming for 1C all B+.

Apple did very well, along side with kong ba bao and jian yu and qi shun. 3Ds and 1D did very well! Happy right! Hahah time to celebrate soon! WWD haha still dreaming of your live prawns right!

As usual when i think of my results, i still get depressed though i improved by a tiny bit! But NO TIME TO BE DEPRESSED! Need to get my ass moving for the next sem! Its kinda of lucky for me to pass BPA.

Apple's birthday is coming up soon! What to get him???!! HELP ME!!!!!!

PEOPLE BYE BYE!!!!!!SEE YOU SOOOON!

2007-09-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

QUEEN (Freddie Mercury)

woRz. Have been listening to The Queen Love their Songs. Especially BORN TO LOVE YOU! First heard of this song from the tv drama show (Jap) Pride. Remeber how Takuya Kimura sashayed on the ice theatre. Moving around with the hockey stick?

This is the MTV

This is the PRIDE opening.

Lyrics For The Song

was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you, ha
Every single day...
Alright,
hey hey
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes,
I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
You are the one for me
I am the man for you
You we're made for me
You're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity
I'd kill for your love
So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream
And my dream's come true
So hard to believe
This is happening to me
An amazing feeling
Comin' through
-I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you, honey
Every single day of my life
I wanna love you
I love every little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born - to love youBorn - to love you
Yes I was born to love youBorn -
to love youBorn - to love you
Every single day -
day of my lifeWohAn amazing feeling
Comin' through
I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yeah, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life
Yeah I was born to love you
Every single day of my life
Go, woh, I love you babe
, heyBorn to love you
Yes, I was born to love you
heyI wanna love you, love you, love you
I wanna love you
Yeah yeah
Ha ha ha ha ha it's magic
What ha ha ha
I get so lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely,
yeahI want to love you
It's magic
Love you, love you
Yeah, give it to me

2007-09-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

my nails are currently black now. DULL BLACK. PRETTY RIGHT. This will actually control me from actually bitting it or even cutting it. Need motivation to actually grow it!!!!!

my day is still the same
gaming
sleeping
eating
gaming again

nothing much to talk about. But my character is already level 32 heheeh! can heal people already song bor! but still get pked! never mind i will get my revenge one day

nothing more already.

I miss Chunsen T.T

2007-09-01T23:15:00.000+08:00

=.=
FINALLY I AM BACK!!!!!!
A few months since i last blogged had been real busy with my life that includes talking, gaming and doing school work. BUT holidays are here!!!!That gives me more time to go out and eat!!!!

hmmmmm.I have been enjoying school life unless being interuppted by those "unknowns". screaming at them as usual if they stepped on my tail. yea right, i think i am going to cut my hair soon. no volume. very suckss. maybe cut a very cool hairstyle~~~

YUP, got to go running soon~ getting fatter day by day. eat too much fast food during examination period. need to do lots of stuff!!!!!BUY lots of stuff. My dear gf birthday are coming up soon.My dear bf birthday is also coming up in a months time. Die la haven't decide wat to buy. Maybe send myself to him? wrapped up in a present? lol~~

GF birthday present already decided. bf not yet. saving money in progress =DDD

woooohOOO grading's coming up soon. GOOD LUCK to me. i haven't really been practicing~

lyrics of my favourite song~
Catatonia the ballad of tom jones
What did I do wrong?
Oh you nearly drove me cuckoo
Am I really all that bad?
You're worse than Hannibal Lecter, Charlie Manson, Freddie Krueger
Why are we still together?
Oh I can't leave you til you're dead
You mean 'til death do us part?
I mean like cyanide, strangulation or an axe to your head
It was lucky for us
I turned the radio on
They say that music soothes the savage beast
There was something in that voice that stopped us seeing red
The two of us would surely have ended up dead
[Chorus]
You stopped us from killing each otherTom Jones,
Tom JonesYou'll never know
but you saved our livesTom Jones,
Tom JonesI've never thrown my knickers at you
And I don't come from Wales
Still haven't solved our problems
You mean we hate each others guts
I still wanna poison your pizza
And I still wanna cut off your nuts
I phoned the marriage guidance
I tied the phone line round your neck
I'm sick of all this hatred
Well that will be the arsenic making you sick
You were about to drive me over the edge of a cliff
As I tried to jump out
I knocked the stereo on
You changed your mind and then slammed on the brakes
It was lucky for us we bought his greatest hits
[Repeat Chorus]
And now the war is over
I've lost the urge to break your neck
I owe my life to What's New Pussycat
Delilah stopped me hating yo
u and wishing you dead
Oh I used to call you satan
And you were Cruella De'Ville
But now you call me your Delilah
And I am not your lucifer
And I am just your pussycat
But just a word of warning now
Just in case we ever get tired of his voice
I know the Mafia, Godzilla, King Kong
And I know an atom bomb that's going for a song[Repeat Chorus Twice]

2007-07-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

yea yea~~ TOO LONG never blog already~ miss me right?

did okok for exams almost failed bpa=.= LOL but kinda of expected took 1 day to memorize 1-7 lecture notes. others ok ok la hahaha. Today's Aikido so embarrassing la. TRIPPED on the hakama.=.=.eh very busy cannot post much~ heheh
NITES.

Apple go die la you, keep never post.

2007-06-22T20:54:00.001+08:00

http://www.myheritage.com

2007-06-21T13:05:00.001+08:00

haha. Just woke up one hour ago. its already 1 pm, terribly late for some work in school.now i don feel like going already. I slept the earliest last night, was too upset to wake u[ cos he didn't read the message i placed on the msn before i left.hahaa. several ppl were pissed off over me and i was pissed off by the other. he kept calling me feeder. VERY PISSED.T.T say wat team with me sure lose match.
anyway aikido yesterday was fantastic, it was something like a weapons class.keep got whack by the dagger. Now my hand has got a bruise coming out. Got noticed by sensei twice for the movement mistake.
Now thinking whether to go for sunday class to help out? Anyone can go with me. So we can gang up bully someone. Mum isn;t really happy with me, sis also not happy with me staying at home sleeping till so late. Ask me to do something meaning full rather spending my life playing and sleeping.

Poh Poh~~~

2007-06-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

!!! I GUESS EVERYONE MISS MY RANTING(s) RIGHT!!!!!
MISS ME MUST SAY! THEN MUST TAG! Unless nobody miss me T.T. Only wu gui miss me T.T
Went to aby's birthday party! On 16/06! SUNDAY!!!
First time the whole class exceptional for animals!!
WE WITNESSED HUSBAND AND WIFE QUARRELLING SIA!!!! guess who?
WONG WAI DENG AND JOANNA TAN( WOngy) don know can see the photo a not! i just realise my camera alot of suren's photo=.=.

The food were exceptionally good.Loved it infact! The dessert watever it is called black black de don know what name, i think the others know how to say=.=
ok gtg
DOTA
I LOVE APPLE POH! =X

2007-06-10T12:20:00.000+08:00

hmmmm what to blog?
hahah.
Yesterday BADMINTON DAY. -.- kind of regret going, i spent half my time there playing with muach chee and apple de handphone. cos i was feeling sleepy all day. In fact very sleepy. My badminton skills sucks. I like to hit the shuttlecock into the air infact. That day, i planned it for a surprise for apple, that i will actually turn up of a sudden. In the phone call, he kept on asking me to go, but i keep say no. Later i call him again, ask him where to make the *tennis* racket string, cos mine broke. In the end it turn out to be a badminton racket. At that point of time, i was already in the bus. So the truth got cook out of me.

LOL enhjoy~ LATER PROMISE TO POOOOST pictures

2007-06-08T11:14:00.000+08:00

lol just finish presenting. need to take note of the colour combination. watching the turtle, bird and mrs wong presentation now. -,-. we kept the values from the presentation=wrong don know why. in the real life, we felt we must take note of the charges. yl your presentation alot is copy frm the paper itself and a lot pictures. Apple still shy, guo xiang suddenly why still so soft. most of the time he is very noisy de. BUT all of a sudden very quiet-,-

anyway. school days are still boring. Next 2 weeks holiday. praying to meet my friends later when i go home i will post some pictures here.hahaa seeeeee yooooouuuuuuuuuu

rotten apple i wan my present!

2007-06-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

haiz got my results back le damn super duper sad.haiz study so much kana those type of grade.
sorry la apple. I keep blame you. Maybe its because i damn jealous of your results la. We study same thing, in the end you did better. . Don wan study with you liao. Make you super sad! hehe

Anyway, those test only 10% so i don wan worry that much. Lol. Worse come to worst, some "people" in class keep say, when i heard those words i really feel very sad. thats why when it comes to results i never really wan to talk about it. Results hurt people's heart and relationship especially friendship. They come and go. They got problem they ask, no problem they don ask. If ask, keep ask. When you very"fan" over it, worse.Haha best is to just believe in your self. Believing yourself why? Cos its your heart that you follow. not others. its your future not theirs.

2007-06-01T18:33:00.000+08:00

lol currently crapping with my aunty. Long time since i last saw her. Either too busy doing my work, or playing games.

Bored to death in class. Rather sad now cos i lost my whole reactor systems notes. Super duper sad.
Waiting for the next week lessons to end soon so i can finally focus on my math statistics. I suck at it totally, i only understand certain stuff.

Suppose to come home at 4 today. But stayed in school awhile waiting for stupid mc. apple and yl both of them turtles cannot stop fighting one leh. Irritaitng Play till the lemon tea spill on the table almost got onto my choclate fudge. =.=

Anyway alot of crapping done by me post some photos me!

Miss Japan 2007 (Swim Suit)

Night Gown

Was very impressed on how she moved on the stage. Very impressive modelling. In fact, two asian counterparts got into the top 5.

Look at the way how she takes her photos. Sexy.She totally deserves to win.

Ok thats all see too much beautiful woman makes me cannot eat
LOL!

2007-05-31T21:52:00.000+08:00

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-05-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

DAMN TIRED
I REGRET DRINKING CHRSYANTHEMUM (not sure how its spelled) with my hakama on. Its been a while wearing the hakama but getting used to it.

Seriously saying i wanted to watch live from abbey road those who have the episodes can you tell me where to download. the music they introduce are fantastically good. Although i seem a bit china la, listening to chinese song 24/7. But now adays its differetn listen to davy jones music. the locket music. Dying to have that as my ringtone. but unfortunately not.

damn sad la.

ME and apple one year le~.30/05/2007 one year le. so fast. I hope he still loves me that much~ i still don have my present.starting to miss him le lol. hope he misses me~.
i feel so bad chionging in to second class before i could say bye bye to him.But he managed to say back on a while to watch me practice~,HEHE hope to do well for common test~

http://www.livefromabbeyroad.com/

2007-05-24T22:08:00.001+08:00

I Am so bored!!!!!!

Everyday the routine is the same, do report:Dota:Maze:Sleep:Study

my mom isn't really happy abt me logining in the com playing then talking sleeping late at night.

But everyday is at its usual. Getting to know my juniors, espcially Jiyi and yang yang. Need to add the rest of the eight memebers.

Announcement:

Please note that those who haven't paid the renewal fee, please meet me on monday to give it to me. Very important.

Now the aikido club is thrown into the tender loving care of the year 2. We must kampateh

Ps Joanna, Not i send you de hor please.

Bored to death let me look for some picture to post

2007-05-17T20:59:00.000+08:00

TOO BORED~~ haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz tomorrow got class haizzzzzzzz
PI & C lab somemore haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz sucky lab. i have no idea the stuff that mr goh was talking zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
alot z ar
should stop z liao bored to death death death

2007-05-16T23:18:00.000+08:00

lol today went for second class so fun. i partnered two people dan grades. They were like torturing each other with the locks. I tried to observe their movements.=.= they were resisting except to me. During the training, they keep ask me whether my wrist was ok a not.
Tired but fun. But too bad my darling apple cannot join me, need wait till next grading. a lot things to do rush rush hah~ no pics paiseh

Darling Apple, wo zhen de care and love you de wor~

2007-05-13T22:16:00.000+08:00

2007-05-12T18:08:00.000+08:00

tomorrow mothers day guess wat i buy for my mother: lily flowers

she sounds happy and angry at the same time =.= say i waste money buying something cannot keep. apple lucky la buy his mom diamond earrings for 160 only so cheap=.=
sad la my mom say she wan card holder but i cannot find and wallet also cannot find later i buy too girly she complain all the mothersare like that de ar=.=

lol
gaagga mommy if u ever read this post. i love you worz. i know you care for me haha will try to work hard for you de haha

2007-05-12T12:05:00.000+08:00

http://nyp-aikido.fotopages.com/?entry=463536&back=http://nyp-aikido.fotopages.com/?page=0\
oh my god=.=
accidently stumbled into site=.= omg la=.=

2007-05-11T08:40:00.000+08:00

woohoo in school now with apple beside him..using his lappy play computer T.T bored~ cos i facing the heat exchanger problem. he eating big breakfast so lucky, i cannot eat cos he finish already. Anyhow to all aikido members hor, can take video together so we edit edit till very funny.LOL. watch some aikido seniors video when they are crazy-,- playing around apparently.
Please la tag some time can if got read or else my tagboard very dead.

YEA i completed maze. but died at the last round. ME and apple finish de. Tonight i will show some videos i have try doing. First Year sweet meomories~ Honey Moon~

2007-05-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

2007-05-09T23:26:00.001+08:00

2007-05-09T08:15:00.000+08:00

haha. so bored out here in school now doing PI&C report
zzzz so damned boring=.= i slept for 5 hrs nia=.= miracle that i can still be awake doing my work=.=sleepy girl.
bored out totally.today cannot go for training liao can sleep haha30 more min to lecture BORED=.= later sleep in a chem already no need say also know haha =.= so damn hungry now leh haha

sleepy girl on the move = zombie on the move

see ya later worz

2007-05-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

YEA!! ALL PROBLEMS SOLVED!!! SO DAMN HAPPY.

BUT i haven;t started any reports that are due this week
RS----------------------------------------->DUE THIS FRIDAY
PI & C ------------------------------------>DUE THIS FRIDAY
BPA--------------------------------------->DUE THIS FRIDAY
SEM PRO---------------------------------> DUE THIS FRIDAY

OMFG~~ I haven;t started on any of them. Might have to skip aikido inorder to complete allthose omg=.=. my worse nightmare. =.= anyway aikido orienatation was better then anticipate. Around half who signed up actually turned up. i thought only 20 people will come, but more than 30 came~to all memebers of nypaikido
thanks for the help given to us specially joanna and yl. most of the times that were spent by them were on aikido matters. paiseh la sometimes i not there. and my darling apple to be there for me when i do haha accompany although he knows his nose also very sensitive-,- . When doing the notice board on saturday, i spent half my time sneezing and folding the papers-,-. Heng my bag got 2 lollipop for me to eat!!! hgahah or else i will be a hungry girl~But apple wasn;t there that day, he was at a wedding. SIBEI HAO LOR=.=

At around 4-5.30, mr goh came over=.=. girls you should know who mr goh is. that idiot go cheers buy so little things=.= call us barbarians =.= cos we don wan to share. IDIOT=.=. he and his tissue la=.= so noisy. failed to lock him outside of his clubroom. i enjoyed my time learning to control my balance but seriously saying i haven't conquered the forward roll =.=. scared=.=.

We left the school at 6.30, and walked to yl beloved place pizza hut=.= ate the pizza wat crispy thin pizza
had the family favourite-hawailan lover and cripsy-ocean fresh. The tuna smell very strong almost threw up while eating it but mian qiang still can eat
had ice- cream later muchie mouse== very cute icecream , joanna wat oreo ice cream de, gab- blueberry cheese cake very nice. we all cope his cake and eat. Later we went over to amk to shop shop, went to a lot stores saw a lot cute cute bear those that come in a pair haha. while gab went to get his lychee milk tea=.= very sweet cos we drank it before he drank it -,- one sip i almost die of sweetness. also went looking for apple stuff his shoes!=.= cannto find -- how-,-
haha later apple keep call never answer phone, go home kana by him haha. too tired sia reach home at 11. my mom still got face ask me you go candle light dinner ar =.= i say wear shorts how to candle light dinner.

ooo ya. turtle thanks for the present flowery thing. i also wantry do those things but my hands very lousy. =.= machiam like leg =.= but as i say pear no hand so difficult only can roll here and therehahaha=.=. HEY GIRLS GOT ANY TAI JI JUST COME FIND WO. Wo wei ni chu li!=.=
hahah=.=
paiseh chinese wording don know how to write

2007-05-07T21:17:00.000+08:00

i like this hair style!!!!

2007-05-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

hmm i said that i will talk about food this week right. Hmm what food~. Apple~Mochi/Soon Kueh/ Ping Kueh?

Apple is my favourite fruit juice of all times specially green apple juice. Maybe that's why i end with apple. Haha he is alway green with jealous but i know he cares and is protective of me. Sad enough he doesn't allow me to show his picture to everybody. All i know that is his face and head is round round de. Why round round? Cos got baby fat, his baby fat more than me ok. He shaves every 3 days. I have to nag at him to shave everyday cos i can feel the spiky hair at his cheek. To take over his face i use green apple then since he forbid me to use his picLOL next is muach Chee!!

My third team mate of the group cum big long bean. or muach chee. why muach chee?

cos he very nuai in the team. actually he is quite a hardworking and kind person in personality. he just requires someone to push him.He alway play his games and when he play game he will forget about school work someone needs to be constantly reminding him to do his work all the time. haha. That person will go to joanna our ex class rep. He likes to irriate her a lot. i have the video that they were doing tango together =x. Interesting right. Those who wan can get from me. Too long to get it uploaded.

BTW

ONE GREAT NEWS i already gotten my hakama. But when i wear it i look like pregnant woman don know why maybe is my growing stomach due to constant eating.

My lessons sucks ok. I hate math a lot now due to the teacher=.=. Half the time in lesson he is alway boasting about his studies in university. He doesn't really teach. But all the other teachers are ok. But i like mr kevin roberts lesson a lot cos very interesting. A bit like QC haha just memorize and apply to it. Sem pro is very stressful now, constant grading through marks. Haiz really need the other programme books a lot to appy those things to it. I WAN THE RED HAKAMA, VEry nice right.The white one also not bad la. Black need wait a while longer maybe when i 24 then take shodan. Hahaha. Wait for my apple~~

apple~ I alway care for you de wor~ although i alway wack you.~

2007-05-02T22:50:00.000+08:00

haha nowadays i feel weak.
Nobody seems to care for me. I just appear to be a lonely girl in this world.
Whenever i needed someone be there for me, there don't seem to be a person willing to be there for me.
haha typing this make me cry.

i know i am not the perfect daughter of this family, i know my sister is the apple of my parents. i am not. for her mistakes, i get scolding. if they are all in a bad mood, i will also get it. why of all person but why me.i try to tolerate but i do have my limits. all i wanted my family to do is just to understand me a little bit better. haha. Maybe i wasn't suppose to be in this world.

sometimes i wonder death can settle all this pain i have in this heart of mine. i only ask for more care and concern but is it really that difficult by the people that i love.
haha

Enough of this rubbish. Maybe i am meant to be just a lonely girl in the end

2007-05-01T15:19:00.002+08:00

hahah forgot to wish my apple happy 11th month. you forgot buy my present= next month *2 the price!!!!!

2007-05-01T14:52:00.000+08:00

Hmm shall let everyone understand more about different types of animals~
First Stop Turtle/ Wugui/Tortoise : You know who you are: the one that likes purple colour a lot. eh btw you wan which one ar i don know leh turtle like cuter-,- especially mountain turtle=.=

Cute hor. Lets talk about how the turtle shell come about. The same la hor only difference is that turtle live at sea tortoise live on land. so you can both la. but the growing of shell the same for all types cos they belong to the same group most of whose body is shielded by a special bony or cartilagenous shell developed from their ribs. she is most commonly called turtle when she is wearing that jacket of hers that has a cap over it by all my friends.They going to be extinct le cos all their eggs got eaten by predators haiz. meaning yl also goign extinct liao.

They can also spend a lot of their lives on dry land. Aquatic respiration in Australian freshwater turtles is currently being studied. Some species have large cloacal cavities that are lined with many finger-like projections. These projections, called "papillae", have a rich blood supply, and serve to increase the surface area of the cloaca. The turtles can take up dissolved oxygen from the water using these papillae, in much the same way that fish use gills to respire.

Next Stop: Bird:You know who you are: a lot class leh don know you which one:The one dissolved in big birds love~

Cute hor. Small small de bird~ Guess which one male and female~

The Superb Fairy-wren (Malurus cyaneus), also known as Superb Blue-wren or colloquially as Blue wren, is the best-known of all fairy-wrens, and found in a wide range of habitat types in south-eastern Australia. Superb Fairy-wrens are found in almost any area that has at least a little dense undergrowth for them to shelter in, including grasslands with scattered shrubs, moderately thick forest, woodland, heaths, and domestic gardens.
Females, immatures, and non-breeding males are a plain fawn colour, lighter underneath, with the tail fawn (females and immatures) or dull greyish blue (males). Breeding males, however, take on rich blue tones around the head, chest and back.

wa yl born in australia. ooo. nice seh her type of bird born there. from normal bird become fairy bird. very pretty bird. the way of courtship for bird are plucking of petals for the other party as a show of appreciation. btw their diet is. They eat insects. Yl you need to learn how to eat insects already . those fried cockroaches. haha

Next week i will be covering on food. ehehe don kill me please. yl you ask me update de

2007-04-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

Your Birthdate: October 4

You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.
However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.
Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2

You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

My Apple

Your Birthdate: January 12

You are certain and confident when you choose to love someone.
Even though your romantic choices may be unconventional - you stand behind them.
Your friends never know you as well as a romantic partner does.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, and 30th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

me!

2007-04-26T20:27:00.000+08:00

开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨
或者是什么
如果是种解脱
怎么会还有眷恋在我心窝
那么爱你为什么
(os:莫文蔚)
从女性观点让我明白地说
无论你是挖心掏肺呼天抢地
或是热情如火
不只白白惹人讨厌让人嫌你罗唆
恨不得没跟你认识过
你讲也讲不听听又听不懂懂也不会做你
做又做不好哼!
你现在唱个这样的歌
你到底是想对我说什么?
(os:莫文蔚)
有太多男女就象你就象我年纪轻轻开始拍拖沉沉地爱
或者天雷地火眼看卿卿我我眼看情海深波
最终日子还得往下过
你可以说我冷漠或是怪我过火我倒要看你没我能不能活你
现在唱个这样的歌你以为我们之间还会有什么?
面对陌生疑惑肯定困难的生活过去的日子
彷佛偷偷在笑我笑我的落魄也笑我的执著
也许吧他爱你比我多

MY FAVOURITE SONG
why?
cos my mum influence listening to slow slow chinese song lol.

2007-04-22T17:01:00.000+08:00

I never imagine my friday and saturday to be that insulting. Thanks to that bloody *it*. She really thought that it is damn fun to make people sad and angry. That bloody bastard. Don't ever let me find out about you or ever irritate my friends. This bloody bitch apparently keep on siding for mc. Thinking that it is very fun to actually accuse people with enought evidence. Bloody Bitch. if you are a he, Please make sure your dick is thick enough to enter into another person passage. Please stop insulting my boyfriend also. Please stop mentioning you understand mc so much when you don even understand. If you are really that humji, don come fuck with us then. Fuck your Bloody ass away. Damn fuckers. Fuck you ok.

Ok enough of that bitch.

The milky way upon theHeavens
Is twinkling just for you
And mr. moon he came by
To say goodnight to you
I’ll sing for you i’ll
Sing for mother
We’re praying for the world
And for the people everywhere
Gonna show them all we care
Chorus:
Oh my sleeping child the world’s so wild
But you’ve build your own paradise
That’s one reason why I’ll cover you sleeping child
If all the people aroundThe world
They had a mind like yours
We’d have no fighting and no wars
There would be lasting peace on earth
If all the kings and allThe leaders
Could see you here this way
They would hold the earth in their arms
They would learn to watch you play
Chorus:
Oh my sleeping child the world’s so wild
But you’ve build your own paradise
That’s one reason why I’ll cover you sleeping child
I’m gonna cover mySleeping child
Keep you away from the world so wild

Guess This Song~The person that guess correctly gets a reward~
See ya. I miss Apple.

2007-04-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

MC AR idiot la you
5 heart god fight also lose laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

2007-04-19T19:29:00.000+08:00

yea yea~~
Finally! Club Crawl is over. I really thank all my friends and seniors that were there helping out with it.I met lots of year 1 students especially SCL students. hahah.Spent most of hours there playing with my boyfriend with the quarterstaff and ken. Almost whack his balls when i get my picture from yilin about the teenage ninjia mutant turtle i will post it asap. Hahaa
So tired. Got To go. Lots to do

See ya. Apple,Love you~

2007-04-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

2007-04-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

The Fall Of Lucifer

2007-04-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

cute photo right hehehe although i seems a little bit porn haha hehee

bleh=x

sorry this blog has been dead awhile too busy as usual

this year i will be very very busy haiz

Need to Complete certain tasks this year:

1. To Complete And Do well for o levels english

Do exam paper
go for remedial cos my english sucks big time

2. Pull my fucking gpa up

Study and do revision daily
Cut down gaming to about 1 hr a day

3. Save money this year

cannot eat fast food daily
don't keep going out
don't keep buying clothes

4.Love him hahaha

changing of attitude towards people
Buy somemore stuff for him ??? but what to buy need some help

5. Be Cheerful and Friendly

This holiday really sucks ok. I am just spending more and more money i wan to go to sentosa. I really want to sun tan. Imagine a dark skin Pl walking around. zzzz so ugly. I miss my secondary school friends

certain movies to watch this year must watch

Harry Potter
Spiderman
28 weeks later

Hopefully i can get a oduble jump cos i really worked hard for it although i screw up some moves

To end this post 300!!! My favourite movie a art photo

2007-01-28T13:09:00.000+08:00

2006-11-23T20:30:00.001+08:00

꣧Life Sucks! says:
ling siao jie,
꣧Life Sucks! says:
rmb circulate the DVD.
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
wei
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
call wo that
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
go die
꣧Life Sucks! says:
wad?
꣧Life Sucks! says:
siao jie means young lol
꣧Life Sucks! says:
u wan me call u auntie meh
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
is xiao jie leh
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
not SIAO
꣧Life Sucks! says:
lol
꣧Life Sucks! says:
LOL
꣧Life Sucks! says:
spell wrong
꣧Life Sucks! says:
haha
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
idiot
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
gabby
꣧Life Sucks! says:
gabby sound like teddy bear
꣧Life Sucks! says:
-_-
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
bear bear
꣧Life Sucks! says:
me not bear.
꣧Life Sucks! says:
lol
꣧Life Sucks! says:
oh ya..
꣧Life Sucks! says:
reminded me of my teddy bear
꣧Life Sucks! says:
lol
꣧Life Sucks! says:
kept it
꣧Life Sucks! says:
sicne i was young
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
-,-
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
diot
꣧Life Sucks! says:
i dun play with it
꣧Life Sucks! says:
anymore
꣧Life Sucks! says:
but i still kept
꣧Life Sucks! says:
=D
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
yeh
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
i got news to spread
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
to everyone le
꣧Life Sucks! says:
omg
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
ha
꣧Life Sucks! says:
ssssshh
꣧Life Sucks! says:
wa lau
꣧Life Sucks! says:
my mimi
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
wrong move wor
꣧Life Sucks! says:
k i tell u a secret then u dun tell
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
wat secret
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
?
꣧Life Sucks! says:
"im the korean crown prince xin with the teddy bear....i wearing mask nia"
꣧Life Sucks! says:
LOL
꣧Life Sucks! says:
hahahahahah
꣧Life Sucks! says:
wahhahaaha
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
kkkkkkkkkkkk
꣧Life Sucks! says:
omg wat u doin
꣧Life Sucks! says:
dun tell me u copy and paste
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
I TELL EVERYONE ON TUESDAY
꣧Life Sucks! says:
a lau
꣧Life Sucks! says:
wa
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
wrong move wor
꣧Life Sucks! says:
nvm u telll lor.i only keep nia...dun play wif it
꣧Life Sucks! says:
i had the bear since i wan 1 year old so jus keep
꣧Life Sucks! says:
was*
꣧Life Sucks! says:
its older than u lol
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
idiot
꣧Life Sucks! says:
lol
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
hehe
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
you die
꣧Life Sucks! says:
must call my bear Kor
꣧Life Sucks! says:
lol
꣧Life Sucks! says:
shit i sound silly
꣧Life Sucks! says:
becoz of u la.
꣧Life Sucks! says:
lol
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
die
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
die le someone
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
LOL

The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:
die

The following message could not be delivered to all recipients:
die le someone

[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
die le someone
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
꣧Life Sucks! says:
x_x
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
aha
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
i tell everyone
꣧Life Sucks! says:
x_o
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
h
꣧Life Sucks! says:
x_x
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
ehe
꣧Life Sucks! says:
me innocent
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
like real
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
innocent
꣧Life Sucks! says:
no1 will believe u
꣧Life Sucks! says:
wahaha
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
really
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
??
꣧Life Sucks! says:
unless u got prove
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
oooo
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
cam
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
i put the princess guy there
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
hold one bear
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
LOL
꣧Life Sucks! says:
which u dun
꣧Life Sucks! says:
i can act lor.
꣧Life Sucks! says:
haha
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
i willllll
꣧Life Sucks! says:
..
꣧Life Sucks! says:
put where
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
ehehe
꣧Life Sucks! says:
i must act act liao.
꣧Life Sucks! says:
my acting v good one. then no1 believe u
꣧Life Sucks! says:
haha
꣧Life Sucks! says:
make u paiseh
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
really
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
k lor
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
never mind
꣧Life Sucks! says:
=p
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
you die
꣧Life Sucks! says:
eh? i not dead yet leh..
꣧Life Sucks! says:
haiz
꣧Life Sucks! says:
still alive
꣧Life Sucks! says:
still can sing
꣧Life Sucks! says:
la la la la
꣧Life Sucks! says:
Soong Boooo?
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
you die
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
i make sureyou die

song bo gabby

2006-11-15T08:45:00.000+08:00

I am so tired today, in fact has been tired since the start of the week. Too much things i want in life that can be taken. Shit the transit services, stupid bus fare went up, making me even cannot buy things more!!!!!!!Had aikido last night, Learn two new moves so difficult......but the fun really came out of it. After partnering with ellen and a female senior. Adam come. that means i cannot slack... Through out the session i learnt my mistakes. And he hit my head once =(. Sad and painful.. but not as painful as the accident last time. learn't my lesson not to pinch his neh neh.
But i still like to pinch..
hehehe

Got to go, lessons going to start already. and i am stil lat home.omg. late for roberts class today again.=.=.

Aikido rocks....
hahahha

2006-11-04T20:12:00.000+08:00

꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
ok ma...
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
u like got some hidden sadness
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
-_-
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
0_o
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
haa
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
le
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
cos handphone ma
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
ahaa
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
eeeeeeeeeeeeeee
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
i don want sew
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
i tink not only that
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
lol
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
but ok
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
nvm
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
sewing le la
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
sian ar
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
guess u dun wanna talk abt it
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
=)
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
ooo
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
i put for fun de
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
oo
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
forget to change
[Status: SAD] R.i.k.u: says:
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
kk
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
-.=
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
aha
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
i bought yl de present liaoz
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
oh ya hor tml her bd
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
..
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
hhaa
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
bought le
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
hehee
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
wat isit?
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
belts
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
for her to whip seniors[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
=x
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
0_0
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
hehe'
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
i inoccent leh...guai kia
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
full of GUAI ness
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
guai can take wrong bus to sengkang
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
=x
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
ya wad...guai is gong
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
lol
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
pai kia where got take wrong bus one
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
965+85 sengkang lor
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
later u all plz try slp early wor
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
orh
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
ai
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
i giveup
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
ask my mothersew
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
ha
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
LOL
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
lazy leh
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
la
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
she would love to help
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
she would love to help or u give pitiful face then she help
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
LOL jk
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
idiot la
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
=D
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
you die
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
after 5
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
xp
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
die liao
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
xp
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
x_x
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
faint
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
no lor
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
tomorrow worsr
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
i make living hell
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
*falls off chair and lands flat on face*
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
x_x
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
no lor
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
you die
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
died already
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
no
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
revived liao
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
heng
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
no
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
worse
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
=p
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
comfirm u forget one..tml grading u so nervous even after 5 u 4get lol
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
i write down
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
den i act act den ntg happen
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
...
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
you die
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
i make sure i rip you piece by piece
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
i call my siong de come protect me
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
xiong
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
oops
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
xiong?
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
shit i 4get how to spell
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
brothers
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
i call my brothers protect me
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
lol
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
who
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
if u get through them then u go boss stage then i ren no pain -_-'''
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
sean,belson,qing shun,andy
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
...
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
we v kiang
[Status: o.o] R.i.k.u: says:
i see they can help not

6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
if cannot i jus use them as human shield
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
or i take one of ur sisters hostage
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
lol
꣧6th Kyu => ? Kyu says:
-_-''

BIG BULLY
SI GKABRA

2006-10-31T23:50:00.000+08:00

1983年小巷12月晴朗
面对第7章打字机继续推向结局深深的码下一行闻着那烟头的雾看着枯萎的树树也仓皇对我哭远看前方的圆形广场回家只是悲伤月光下的徽章微凉无人发出声响思念的北方邪恶在维多利亚的月光下写下的稿青涩的收场交汇的手掌融化的理想谁不在场图画挂在墙上破坏的假象矛盾通往他对街的小巷争取变完美的乐章那操纵这不能诉控的罪就像我写了首华丽残酷的乐章把这种理想我会亲手写上晨曦的光风干吹走一道忧伤黑色的墨燃烧了香☆歌词提供:再兴此时只能吹向没有脚印的土壤突兀的虚无幻想可以信念的不忠每个人为不同的理由带着面具说谎到今夜只有一种名字那叫做欲望farfartherfarther 越过人心的造作现实的可以不被弄脏我们可以以往平淡的必需直到真相被移动破坏的天窗到最后一块都超越平常我听见脚步声是预料的软皮鞋跟他推开门晚风好冷没有的预征他自己听在诉说的名称我转身熄灭时的夜空开始沸腾杜鹃花在学会绽放夜里的曙光我品尝着最后一口甜美的恣想回想回想这也只是安静的生长提琴在泰晤士河岸游荡瞬碎鱼步我写了首华丽残酷的乐章把这种理想我会亲手写上黑色的墨燃烧了香如果我写了首华丽残酷的乐章把这种理想我会亲手写上晨曦的光风干吹走一道忧伤黑色的墨燃烧了香

2006-10-30T11:11:00.000+08:00

I just realised what my family said about was true, i am a crybaby. i cry over simple things. things that are not meant to be cried. Every birthday i have celebrated with my parents was meant to be meaningful and happy one but in the end i would alway cry.

To that person who might be reading or that person should know ,

if you really care, would you care to call me now. if not i will switch off my phone the whole day. I hate myself for being so weak.

2006-10-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

Just returned from the wedding. I AM THE YOUNGEST IN THE BIG FAMILY. was having fun with my second oldest cousin husband watching his every move at the wedding dinner..woohoo so fun. MC don know call me for what.maybe is for dota ba. but cannot play cos still away from home so didn't bother to answer.=.=
the photo i took in the car on the way there.

2006-10-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

woohoo second week survived schoool
LAB WAS HORRIBLE I SWEAR I CAN STILL SMELL THAT BLOODY STINKO THING.BLOODY SMELLY.

need to do report and start sem le hen sian ar want die le!!!!
monday lesson starts at 1 woohoo so cool. can sleep till die heheheh.

gtg

1 week to grading people...JIAYOU

2006-10-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

woohoo end of the first week and i SURVIVED. This sem is so difficult that i could faint.T.T.. Luckily boy was there for me when i feel depressed. Thank you so much!!
Although i was rather harsh with you in school, but i am so sorry to you.
Heeheee..Weekend!! Woohooo so happy

Accomplished Task:
1. Survived first week of second sem
2. Managed to wake up every morning and not being late for class
3. Saved a amount of money

So happy, boy playing cs match now.Suppose to be able to end at 10.30 ba. If possible.Opened 3 accounts at a shot. whose?
1. Mine
2. Yl
3. Boy

hehe..oops need to do pd homework already.hehehe

2006-10-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

☆听妈妈的话☆
☆jay chou依然范特西☆
☆qq:114951191jay送给妈妈的歌☆
小朋友你是否有很多顽抗
为什么别人在那看漫画
我却在学画画
对这钢琴说话别人在玩游戏
我却在躲在家背abc
我说我要一架大大的飞机
我却得到一只旧旧螺旋机
为什么要听妈妈的话
长大后你就会开始懂得这段话
长大后我开始明白
为什么我跑得比别人快
飞得比别人高
将来大家看的都是我画的漫画
大家唱的都是我写的歌
妈妈的心她不让你看见
温暖的事都在她心里面
有空就得多摸摸她的手
把手牵着一起梦游
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护
她美丽的白发幸福中发芽
天使的魔法温暖中慈祥
在你的未来音乐是你的王牌
那王牌谈的恋爱
而我不想把你教坏
还是听妈妈的话吧
晚年再恋爱吧
我知道你未来的路
干嘛比我更清楚
你因为太多学习的同学在这块写东写西
但我建议最好听妈妈我会用功读书
用功读书怎么会从我嘴巴说出
不想你输所以要叫你用功读
书妈妈挑给你的毛病你要好好的收着
因为不知道是我要告诉她我还留着
对了我会遇到我(周润发?)
所以你对跟同学炫耀赌神未来是你爸爸
我找不到你写的情书
你喜欢的要承认因为我会了解你会在操场上牵她
你会开始喜欢唱流行歌
因为张学友开始准备唱吻别
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
美丽的白发幸福总发芽
天使的魔法温暖中慈祥
听妈妈的话别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
长大后我开始明白为什么
我跑得比别人快飞得比别人高
将来大家看的都是我画的漫画
大家唱的都是我写的歌
妈妈的心她不让你
看见温暖的事都在她心里面
有空就得多摸摸她的手
把手牵着一起梦游
听妈妈的话
别让她受伤
想快快长大才能保护她
美丽的白发幸福中发芽
天使的魔法温暖中慈祥

WooHoo so nice.
Decided to be a mummy's girl
Aikido Rocks

2006-10-18T10:06:00.000+08:00

Whenever a person feels down, there was alway a hope that he or she will be there for you. The second paper on the list would be his parents. Disappointment alway will happen, it is up to the individual to judge on the situation. The result can be a positive or negative.

My feelings has been kept to a certain point that it might have been exploded. I took a test once, my favourite item was the ring. It means i listen to people's opinion ignoring my point of view.It is such a heartbreak, i cant seem to change this habit.

I am just a ignorant young adult to be. Wishing to complete several task on own
1. Complete the diploma with good results
2. Try to control my straightforward comments
3. Try not to be bitchy to girls
4. Be content what i have.
5. Trying to develop patience
6. Be more positive
7. Be happy everyday

I don't know what had gotten into me this few years i seem to like:
1. I like to see people bleeding?(sadistic)
2. I like to see people in pain (?? MORE SADISTIC)
3. I like to bite people now.( i like to see injury i inflict on them) i feel accomplished. ><
All this habits had grown into me. I think i am so gonna suffer from depression soon. Felt so stressed at home.Nobody can understand me cos i hide the real true self inside me one that likes to keep quiet and listen to opinions.

For people who had once been hurt by me, all i can is to apologise. Can you all please understand me more.
shall update when i return home from aikido tognight.

2006-10-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

LOL
hahaha
LESSONS STARTS TOMORROW!!
DIE TILL VERY NICE

my favourite song:1.只對你說
IT BE SO LONG BABY,SO MANY YEARS,SO MANY DAYS,
我心里的这句话，
还是想对你说 사랑해요
站在寂寞的舞台上
灯光下拖着自己的影子
音乐重复我们共同的忧伤
不是每一次的演唱
就可以淡忘明天没有你
In my heart we’ll never be apart
残留手上的香味提醒我
在数位相机里留下的承诺
每一封简讯传出的思念都对你说
사랑해요 means “I love you”
代表着我离不开你每分每秒每一个声音
只有你撒娇会让我微笑
사랑해요 只对你说 I will love you, and forevermore
我答应, baby you will see 每一个我都属于你

woohoo favourite song.
ahahahaaaa!!!!

2006-10-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

Accomplised Task Of The Week:
1. Bought A new pair of earrings
2. Manage to spend time with him
3. Spend less than 10 dollars a day
4.Went to the Zoo on wed

LOL, you might be wondering why it took me so long to update. As all of you guys have thought, too busy playing games. hehe. Too tired in fact to update. But no choice, must update at least once a week so many of you will know what i did this week.

Downloaded a lot of Games hmm. I WANT THAT BOBBI BROWN LIP GLOSS!!

Went to city hall with mummy love it. Bought lots of snacker. hehee Marks and spencer.
wanted to buy clothes but didn't have my size. Want a lot of clothing. Got to remeber that 27 october which is after MC birthday cousin's wedding need to get new clothes to impress my father's relatives. After that eldest cousin of mine get married which means left me, sis and another male cousin.

I want that 50 dollar earrings. Got lots of toys this week, a pair of pooh bear and a eeyore. Pooh bear of course from my boy and eeyore from a cousin's friend will find time to take a photo of it. and upload it, I just love pooh bears, tiggers(this one especially) and eeyore.

Hehe
The Zoo trip was so fun, we relived our childhood memories. it changed so much. I think the zoo pampered all the animals a lot. saw a seal that showed as attitude and they had to change to another seal shall upload some pictures.

ya by the way who wants the photos we took at joanna, apple and zoo trip please sms me so i can burn in a disc for you all.

PHOTOS!!!
Sea Apple(Si Apple)

2006-10-06T09:55:00.000+08:00

Feeling so sick now
Really hope that he will come find me but the hope is slowly vanquishing like a burnt out candle.

Feeling so empty

eat scolding from apple again

Feel so much happier. He answered my phone call.

Accomplished Task:
1. Met up with aunty
2. Looking for a nice and stylish handphone
3. Feel much more better cos he answered my call and sms
4. Told him my feelings
5. Need to think of 15 reasons(thinking of the 15 already left 6)

yipee, finish typing out.

anyway, a lot of things happened today. Wireless is coming. All my games can be played already. feel like vomiting now, who ask me to go eat ice-cream. when i am sick i like to eat a lot of things that are forbidden. but in the end i fell for the trap.

Haiz.. sick cannot do a lot of things. T>T. so sad

anyway got to go le. need to prepare for sleeping hahahha.

2006-10-05T20:57:00.000+08:00

Accomplished Task:
1. Managed to study a few chapters of english - practice
2. Help Yinlin with her maple characters
3. Didn't go out
4. Met Aunty Mei
5. Had lunch
6. Slept for 2 hrs straight

Haiz. Fall sick again.
Quarrelled in the morning with apple and my mummy.

First Quarrel
Mummy:How come you haven;t eat lunch yet. Your immunity is getting weaker. Go buy your lunch now! Then breakfast also haven't Eat. Bad for health. Waste money
Me:
I just wake up only.

*submit to scolding then go bath
*went downstairs to buy food.
went into the food court, saw auntie mei. Got scolding again from her. Say play game that time need to drink water.

Second Quarrel
don want to elaborate if think of it feel very sad.

Anyway play maple the whole day. The com restarted like 6 times. Yeh so happy wireless coming soon already. Means I can dota and Maple and other games too for the whole day with the com restarting

Slept from 6-8, had dinner. and here i am blogging haha
super the lame..

2006-10-05T00:31:00.000+08:00

Accomplished Task
1. Celebrated His birthday
2. Went to K-box
3. Overspent A lot by today
4. Wanted to buy something again

Came home at 11.30 got some nagging by my dear mother. Means that next week i need to be fetched home again. If that is the case, means i cannot join the np and nyp aikido dinner already

Training was very fun today. We did alot of attacks but the using the same old method to defend ourselves.
For white belts (common conditions)
1. Katate-dori
2. Ai hami katate-dori
3. Kata dori
4. Shomenuachi

Solving it
1. Ikkyo
2. Shihonage
3. Iriminage
4. ??

Aiya forgot already. Next tuesday while 'unofficial lan' training they are so going to have my head for it. Yl please hor remind me to learn again. Scared i forget.

Anyway during training i trained with a black belt and brown belt. Nobody dares to attack me as they saw a big bruise on the hand.So it was rather relaxing. Long time never see Aisim already. sort of miss her.
While waiting for the second class to end, at the last part we witness those dan people training saw a mass of people attacking George Sensei and he was able to defend himself very well.
Oo, I really hope that i will become like instructor jasmine. her skills are all so good and has so much patient.

Apple birthday:
celebrated at K-box. Very fun. managed to force him to sing a song. in the end he sang his favourite after much convincing. Had coffee cake
i am so happy.After those sleepless night, it is finally over planning for it

Hee hee Going to the zoo soon the wish is finally coming through returning to our childhood time.

Really hope i can get the hermit crab for him haiz. hehee
I CAN MAKE IT BUY A CRAB FOR HIM

2006-10-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

Completed task:
1. aikido improved (yeh so happy)
2. bought his present today
3. Got 3 bruises today

I have got to admit today's aikido tution was very fun. We make fun of all our seniors today the most serious is Andy,he got the worse treatment from all of us. Andy is a third year senior doing his attachment at some company ,he is a black belt going for black gold for the next grading.
He respect his looks a lot especially his hair. If he has got messy hair he refuses to take picture.

Our seniors :
1. Desmond
2. Andy
3. Gabby
4. Sean
5. Belson

ALL OF THEM IS SUPER SCARED OF US.
Cos we scared them too much

I play too much till i didn't have strength to even do movements properly.

need to go get a hermit crab already or else he will be super disappointed. Really hope that he will like that shirt that we bought for him.

Okie gtg
will try to update later when i return back

2006-10-03T00:47:00.000+08:00

hmmm
Since yinlin requested i shall do the job of blogging now in an attempt to improve my english.
I am just an average girl with dreams.
1. Get Blue belt if possible for aikido
2. Try to get him something he likes
3. Try to be happy everyday
4. Laugh everyday

MY FAVOURTIES:
1. Play game ( TOO MANY TO NAME)
2. scold people
3. Dream